2026
Singing is pushing breath out through the diffraction grating of material self.

To look at abandoned/collapsing building one enters and observes from inside out with light entering from outside in.

The breath we expel comes from outside in.

When meditating we are reaching into the empty : the space between layers of matter, the cracks and holes, the chambers designed to hold.

When empty is a vacuum, membranes collapse instantly till matter finds matter to hold itself up against.

To follow through a meditation practice one must breathe into every space gas can reach.

Each instant is inhabited by the will to live from all matter that exists in its many arrangements.

The collapse will never reach completion, the dust will not settle.

The forever churning of matter.

To know is to cut, to love is to hold.

Forms are shaped and sustained: stitching time together.

2024

Sentients are like tubes moving through the world. Processing the medium as they move through it and it moves through them. They all exist together in one medium and have little control in what comes out of them. It is hard to say what exactly contributes to the development of each tube’s unique digestive system but it is a myriad of coincidences.

The medium tubes move through is energy. Like trees in a forest they are connected but chaotic/violent/modern times have made it difficult for them to recognize this shared energy sphere. Some tubes move past each other so close that the resulting interference phenomenon can not be ignored.
When two cosmic strings move past each other at high speeds a rupture can form in space time opening up the possibility for time travel.

Tubes enter space time on knowledge paths, to move through the world is to move along them. There is no right or wrong but by osmosis the tubes move along the path by gradient of knowledge that already exists within them and whatever is at the other end.

Tube.Y and Tube.I happen to be placed on the same path but started on opposite ends, they recently met in the middle (location in medium : frankfurt am main, germany spring 23). When they try to make sense of the world one observes ten thousand things all arise together as one, while the other sees a kaleidoscope of the ever shifting multiplicity of things, here we are borrowing an image from Daoist philosophy to mark the two ends of this path.

The subcategory of tubes these two in question belong to, AnthroTubes have developed the reflex to ask questions and thus seek answers. They cannot perceive energy directly so they articulate their perception through individual objects. This essentialist way of perceiving the world is evident in the language they have developed as a primary source of communication amongst each other.

Tube.Y and Tube.I both agree that tubes are always tricked by words. Across time many practices have developed to perceive energy as energy, in search for freedom, freedom to perceive beyond reason. Perhaps this is where answers lie, or so they hope.

Learning from these techniques Tube.Y and Tube.I communicate by means of endurance-jam-session. These take place on different frequencies, depending on the chosen medium to work with: clay, pen, sound, etc. The purpose of these sessions is to enlarge one’s soul by letting one imagine all that can be imagined; to release oneself from the bigotry of the individual self by letting one feel the fears, desires, delights of every sentient being. They hope to get a glimpse of an order underlying all the chaotic stimuli, responses, acts, words, intentions and imaginings of daily and nightly existence.